From train window one saw audio tape
With songs ripped from broken player
Unheard by any one’s new ears for CD’s.
The train would go on like running tape
That lay curled in a passing paddy field
With bird up and down on phone wires.
Some time, a mild journey had to stop.
Songs would stop to play , birds freeze.
Drizzles would pour like bodies of flies.
Flowers are not art but science of beauty
Where they sit softly on a walled picture.
Here they are not taken apart but add up
To a canvas of beauty in all its fragrance
And camphor flame is raising its dancing
Hands on the glass covering gods frames.
And taken apart they are flung at pictures.
Their beauty adds up to the wall’s picture.
The gods stand in peace, in bow and arrow
Their necks heavy with old painted flowers
That will never wilt nor smell less in beauty.
Flung flowers will make up our mountains
Rising in glass casket, like far off snow hill
Where a three-eyed Shiva softly meditates.
The temple is beauty cast in flowers and dust
A concentrated thought by a chisel in a spike
And a still beauty being explored by creatures
Existing for their death’s immortality benefits
Where they lie in niches they project horror,
Darkness of soul in bodies thought and lost.
A man- lion -God lies concentrated in stone
A horror of stomach pierced by denied God
In stone pillar of chi|d’s love remonstrating
A father’s egotistical demon ripe for a death
A picture of God’s anger, a child’s God love
A stony concentration, exquisite stone child.
A music of times is concentrated in temple
As ether of a sky lost to a myth and history,
The wind still blows in music of transience.
Death is not here nor there but in doorway.
(a visit to the Ahobilam temple of Lord Narasimha, the man-lion God who slew Hiranyakasipu the demon who refused to accept Vishnu as God)
As the sun climbed the temple banyan
The tortoise carried the world on back
As in apocalypse times, a flood coming
And a kind earth quaking with disaster.
We offer our eyes closed and in prayer
Our palms joined in a tortoise gesture.
We then go forward to the sun in silver.
We offer prayers to the sun in whiskers
Lighting our eyes with camphor flames.
Our silver eyes are for his safe keeping.
( Visit to the temples of the tortoise God (Kurmavatara) in Srikurmam and the sun god at Arasavilli)